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life goes easy on me, most of the time. and so it is. [09 Dec 2005|02:24am]
[ mood | blah ]

you know it's going to be a long night when you start a ten page lab report at 2:24 am.

but hey, I'm in college. It's supposed to be like this :) go diet rockstar, go!



I don't really have a choice except to sit the fuck down and focus.

did I mention it's raining? aw but I am sitting by a fire and it's so cozy. mmm.

and it's not like I get the weekend off... I have two more lab reports, a take home, a ten page portfolio, and then two finals. what the hell, professors?! that's what I get for my $36k a year.


edit: so it's 4:08 and I have written 3 successful pages and I am meeting with my professor in 4.5 hours so I really think I am just going to stay up. I think I can make it... it's just an hour with him, an in statistics, and then my presentation. and then I have to finish my lab report. soo I have to be awake until about 2 pm. eh.

edit: woo hoo it's 7:06 and I am doing okay! I had two friends sit out with me and that definitely helped... otherwise I'd be passed out on the carpet ;) my lab report is good, too!

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[11 Aug 2005|08:28pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]


I just want "dust in the wind" by Kansas or "wonderwall" by Oasis as a ringtone as my phone. T-Mobile has Oasis but it's shitty and no Kansas. I want the real song.

how do I get it without some BS website where I pay oodles of money and the ringtone never comes?

any ideas.
like $2.50 or less.

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this is me down on my knees. and these foolish games are tearing me apart [03 Aug 2005|09:56pm]
[ mood | calm ]

it's going to be 100 degrees tomorrow. JOY.



and I am already totally dehydrated and drained from today's high.

oh well.

went to the Timbers game tonight. not a bad game and I saw a ton of people from high school, per usual. I can't believe it's already 10. where did my day go? 12 hours. eek!

today at work was just fucking crazy. yikes.
still fun though and 2 weeks left. ohmigosh what will I do with all of this free time? wooo! pack and shop? lol.

meaningless post... I just wanted to bitch about the heat.

p.s. getting a message on myspace from a random guy that reads AND I DIRECTLY QUOTE
"U kinda look like ashlee simpson
Thats PIMP

does not light up my life.

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you hit me faster than a shark attack [17 Jul 2005|05:42pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

so I broke my wrist... my right wrist. fucking OUCH. hah I went like 14 hours without going to the doctor and shit too. Kimber and I went to Saturday Market and I was like... okay time for me to go to Urgency Care.

aaaand it's damn broke.


atleast I get vicodin!


yeah, I fell in the woods and I jammed it so badly it broke. I'm that cool.

p.s. I suck at being a lefty

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you want me? well fucking come and break the door down [14 Jul 2005|10:54pm]
[ mood | calm ]

this makes me happier than anything. it's too fucking cute for words.

I feel deprived not having pets as a child. 3 hamsters over the course of numerous years doesn't count. I never felt attached to an animal or had that love. I'm slightly afraid of cats and dogs because I don't trust them because I don't understand them. I freaked out when I bought a fucking fish. wow...

anyway, sleep. work is just amazingly weird lately. bitch fights, needles, poop explosions, stealing, blood, etc. that's a city park for you...

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growing in number. growing in speed. can't fight the future. can't fight what I see [13 Jul 2005|11:38pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I just got a new journal. like, a paper one. so much possibility.

work was insane and I had to take a few minutes off. of course I am supposed to get real breaks but that is besides the point. Had to pick up the new issue of Cosmo as well.

had dinner at Carafe for my aunt's birthday. damn good food but it took 4 hours and I worked an 8 hour day. great.

went out to camp last night. nearly had an anxiety attack on the way up. I had cell reception for about 20 seconds on a single road and he called right then. strangely perfect.

it's pointless being awake right now.

yeahCollapse )

today was just... yeah.

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get back. get back to where you once belonged. [04 Jul 2005|06:53pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

so my dad was in Beijing, China and just flew to Perth, Australia.

It went from summer and 100 degrees to winter and 50 degrees. Now 50 for winter isn't cold, but thats still hilarious in my opinion. yay for the equator! he's still in the same time zone after flying 9 hours cuz it's just south.

ahh laying out was so nice today. definitely getting a nice tan going, especially for Oregon. I reread Holes.I figure every weekend I'll have to work on neutralizing my weird tan lines from my work outfit. Chaco feet lines and lines around my thighs and shoulders.

man, I really can't stop coughing. I've been sick for over a month now. that really can't be good. whatever, I'll deal.

gotta shower and wait for my bro to call so I can head downtown. it's still over 80 outside. I love July. reminds me of December in LA.


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we're just ordinary people. we don't know which way to go [03 Jul 2005|07:14pm]
[ mood | chipper ]


$30 to see Ben Folds + 2 other bands I don't know super well. I don't know. maybe not. I can always wait until he plays an individual show in LA.

for amusement... Gen X'ersCollapse )

so maybe I am feeling more anti social than I thought. oh well. sorry bro.

okay okay now I will watch the Machinist. I've had it checked out for like 2 weeks now. only a $1.25 restocking fee at Blockbuster thank god. Christian Bale is hot but his lips/mouth really bothers me. I guess cuz that's all you can see during Batman. lol. but he has a little lisp! whatev.

early to bed tonight (lol, like 2 am then). ahh I'm so sleepy. my body is used to the 40 hour a week schedule. plus I was in the sun which makes me tired.


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can't deny it, can't pretend, I thought you were the one. [25 Jun 2005|12:18am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

man, 40 hour weeks are hard. especially when you add a 45 minute commute each way. thanks, Tri-Met. I love the bus but it's only an 8 minute drive. boo!

finished my first week. 7 more to go... but it's fantastic... atleast so far :) the kids are great and I know I can make it through and not dread it or anything.

my dad leaves for China and then Australia (for the 9th time) tomorrow. crazy.

man, I am tired.

but give me a call. I'm free Sunday.

people will never stop fascinating me.

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when it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love [20 Jun 2005|02:08pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

mmm my 8 hour CPR/First Aid class ended up only being 5.5 hours. thank god! whee I was so happy to be out early. it's good for 2 years too which is nice. and it was free, lol.

I think I made the girliest purchase at QFC ever today... mascara, eyeliner, phish food and Cosmo. lol. whatev

driving home was grand. I had all the windows down and sunroof open and music blaring. it was perfect. yay Oregon. I can learn to appreciate you. I wish I had someone with me though... could have been a little more fun.

nap time! I am exhausted and I have more training tomorrow and stuff tonight and I am still a little sunburned :( my nose, one foot, and my shoulders. not so bad though. just pink :)

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show me how you want it to be. tell me baby cuz I need to know now oh because! [14 Jun 2005|01:00pm]
[ mood | busy ]

okay this SO isn't fair when I'm making $9 an hour...

man I fucking love this song. it's entirely too classic for my generation. AMAZING. don't hate. you bitches all love it.

such a busy day! but I was "officially" hired for my job so that's exciting. I have two trainings to go to and get recertified for CPR/First Aid but they have a free class so whatever.

okay time to go give blood, get tickets at Fred Meyer, get a pedicure, go out to dinner, go to the MESD slideshow thing, hang with Mike, and call it a night! Plus I already met with my boss and went out to lunch with my mom. crazy fun day!

hope all is well :)

p.s. my icon rules. ILU meg :)

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[05 Jun 2005|08:59am]
[ mood | tired ]

Camp Namanu
10300 SE Camp Namanu Rd
Sandy, OR 97055

write me, fools.

I'll be back Friday.

you are acting like a REAL McAsshole right now

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when I picked you up everything changed. [04 Jun 2005|02:00pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

yay I have a job!!!

you are looking at the new Playground Director for the city of Portland. yeaaah! okay so there is more than one but I am one of them! whee. $9 an hour and 40 hours a week. yippee.

off to camp again tomorrow :)

big party for my grandpa at our house today... atleast 50 people. wow!
okay I should help organize or something. it's madness up in here.

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i got my head checked. by a jumbo jet. it wasnt easy. but nothing is. wahoo. [01 Jun 2005|12:07am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I took a shower 8 hours ago and my hair is still wet. yes I realize it is in a bun and this is normal but not for me.

yes I took a shower at 4 pm who cares.

mmm just finished packing for ODS tomorrow. well, it's Investigating Our World, not Outdoor School but whatever. I have the full week program next week so I'll be there a week and a half but home for a day or so on Friday.

I really should sleep. I have to be at the MESD by 8... well the normal ODS day starts earlier than that but I have been out of class for 2 weeks and my first academic class was at 10 am. ugh.

don't call or text... my mom will have my phone I think.

Camp Namanu
10300 SE Camp Namanu Rd
Sandy, OR 97055

you have until next Tuesday to send me mail. do it :)

I am wearing a watch. it's weird.

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I almost died today. [31 May 2005|12:35pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

hah oh man thank god I love my school. I still could not find that check for $969 ANYWHERE so I called the school, got transferred a few times, and finally got them to void the check and send a new one. MY PARENTS WOULD HAVE SLAUGHTERED ME. literally lost $1000. wow. I am that smart with my money. It's gonna be sitting right on top of my storage stuff, I know. Ugh man they are still going to be pissed though. oh well, atleast I took care of it responsibly after I really fucked up. lol.

okay lunch time.
ODS tomorrow and OF COURSE it's raining.
couldn't ask for it any different... man I have to break in my new rain jacket anyway. lol
only two days... Wednesday-Friday and then I leave Sunday for the full week (okay until Friday). I expect ONE letter. you can send it now, if you'd really like.

do do do.

good song, eh?


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lindsay is in the hizz-ouse [29 May 2005|09:28pm]
[ mood | amused ]

uh, ew!

fuck she looks so nasty... skin disease!

she's so little. yes I have seen skinnier. but ew!
oh well, I like how she smokes Parliaments too.

okay time to do something besides poke fun at people who make millions and millions and millions of dollars.


call me, I am bored.
we'll do coffee.

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[27 May 2005|04:24pm]
[ mood | blah ]

wow, it's hot
93 degrees right now.
and I am being lazy
I haven't gone to the mall or anything to get a job yet
people are giving me leads but it's just hard cuz like, I am leaving for a week and a half and I cannot work during that time so it's like, hey hire me oh wait I can't work until June 11th... yeah.
I am still so mad the PP&R thing fell through. I had an interview! boo.
seeing some pals tonight
saw Star Wars with the fam last night
you all don't know how to drive... unless you're from Oregon!
yeah, it's true
I am wearing my favorite new tank top
yay Urban Outfitters.
my mom says I can't wear jeans to go GET the applications
I might anyway
I don't feel like wearing anything else
I am not wearing a wifebeater... I don't look that shitty
I am hungry now too
graduation was today! congrats.

oh wow, what an update :D

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[25 May 2005|02:39pm]
[ mood | busy ]

looking for a job might be the worst thing ever.


I just need to make minimum wage :(

I do have some experience!
yes, I am trying Craigslist.

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[23 May 2005|03:43am]
[ mood | drunk ]

why do I keep getting drunk and going to bed so late? jesus! it's been 6 out of 7 days now.... lol. good times all around.

I am being rightfully ignored but I knew I would be so I don't mind.

I got my tattoo touched up today... mm it was a little painful but it looks perfect now so whatever.

I only have one more full day... how crazy!

boo Oregon :(
I really will miss California... not to mention EVERYONE down here!

I could use an extra dose of beauty sleep ;)

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and after all... you're my wonderwall. [19 May 2005|04:13pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

so I just finished my first year of college....

so weird.

not going home until Tuesday though :)


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